I am still wondering how high it goes.Three months ago I was wondering how much lower I could go in terms of as moods and self-esteem. Ami had turned my home into a living hell. I couldn't go anywhere or talk to anyone without a good grilling... "So, where did you go? Who was there? What did you do? Did you talk about me? Oh, I'm just interested in you and your life." What a load of horse shit. She was just interested in how much money, time and effort she could make me squander on her every whim. She was just looking for ways to pervert and ruin my children, turning them into twisted little images of what she thinks she is.
Now, I'm deliriously happy and wondering how much higher I can go. I come home to a man who loves me more than anything or anyone in this world and keeps surprising me with new ways to show me. He is my best friend, the best lover anyone could ever hope for and a terrific influence on my children. My home is peaceful and clean with no nasty surprises waiting for me. Instead, there is a loving, supportive man and happy children waiting for me when I get home from work.
I want to spend every moment of every day of the rest of my life with this man, even if we spend it sitting side by side, fondling one another while we work on our computers.Oh! Mmmmmm... Yes, Sweetness! I'm done with this blog entry!
p.s. Thanks for the yummy sandwich, Shaun. And Ami, Shaun says to go get bent Troll Woman.