Blissful ignorance
My house is calm and quiet, with just enough buzz to know its alive and filled with love.
Right now, there are four girls, a cat and a dog who just met last night, five fish and assorted spirits occupying my three bedroom abode and its peaceful. Quiet and serene. Believe it or not.
Yesterday, I told Ami that I love a man so much that I can't love another man so I will be single for the rest of my life. She said, "Shit, Yumi, you love him so much you can't even love yourself."
Very insightful, my bio-chem/english major Ami.
Now I am setting my sights on a happy single life filled with love and even self-acceptance.
Missing him has been pushed into the smallest corner of my awareness. It is a little nibble of my whole soul supper. The majority of my soul-food is made up of wholesome family/friend love and a joy of doing what I'm doing. Here and now.
Good morning.