Outside

All the times that I felt insecure, yeah
And I lift my burden out the door

I'm on the outside
I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

All this time that I felt like this won't end
Was for you
And I taste what I could never have
It's from you
All those times that I tried, my intention, full of pride
And I waste more time than anyone

But I'm on the outside
I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

All the times that I've cried
All this wasted, it's all inside
And I feel, all this pain, stuffed it down
It's back again
And I lie here in bed, all alone, I can't mend
And I feel tomorrow will be okay

But I know

That I'm on the outside
I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
'Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

Aaron Lewis feat. Fred Durst

I liked the song above a lot when I heard it this morning.

That's about all the time and inspiration I have for today. Now I have to go break open my head and watch my brains dribble out on a keyboard... ie, work as a writer.

Sometimes there is just nothing there, no matter how deep you dig in the dirt. But when its your job, it has to be there.

That kinda sucks.

Tomorrow will be better.
Come visit me. We will break open bottles before breaking open our heads and comparing brains.
Posted by Anonymous Anonymous, at Wed Apr 05, 10:38:00 p.m.  
You could talk to me, too. We have stuff to discuss, and erishkegal thinks Saturday will be doable, so we have a deadline, unless we plan to impose on their time doing stuff we could have done prior to it.
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